Greetings
Despite if I may seem calm over text, I am spiralling downwards quickly to a deep dark pit, and an unstable; real messy one. I am honestly wondering if I should be back in a mental health bed to help me. But I've come so far.
I'm a combination of high and low, full of ideas but cant be bothered. Finding it hard to listen to somebody as I find it offensive.
I am seeing a GP later this morning - I have kindly asked to see a female GP as I find it easier and less intimidating to talk to.
I will keep you posted.
I am safe.
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A visit to the GP today
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SecretBipolar
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A visit to the GP today
Very best regards,
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected
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SecretBipolar
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Re: A visit to the GP today
Greetings
Looks like my GP is intervening with the CMHRS. Not sure if I can wait, so considering following my plan and go to A&E as the next step.
I am safe, but unstable.
Thank you for those that are reading this post.
Looks like my GP is intervening with the CMHRS. Not sure if I can wait, so considering following my plan and go to A&E as the next step.
I am safe, but unstable.
Thank you for those that are reading this post.
Very best regards,
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected
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SecretBipolar
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Re: A visit to the GP today
Greetings
I managed to see my care coordinator today - he is helping me with medication. He believe I need something to get me through this bad batch so is it looks like I am going on Clonazepam
Apologies if I am absent for a couple of days - I just need to get over this hurdle.
I managed to see my care coordinator today - he is helping me with medication. He believe I need something to get me through this bad batch so is it looks like I am going on Clonazepam
Apologies if I am absent for a couple of days - I just need to get over this hurdle.
Very best regards,
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected
SecretBipolar
Diagnosis: Bipolar Type 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Adjustment Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder Suspected